Scoops III
It's only been weeks since we met and truly only days for us to finally get introduced but to me it feels like a lifetime. I did not realize how much I was drowning or how much pain I was ever in until she came along and threw me that emotional lifeline.
From Mother's Day to memorial day and the birthday in-between, from calling me Daddy when she's my good little girl to when she's happy and flipping to being drunk and mean. We try to fight but we just end up getting into a fantastic debate. Without hesitation she literally gave me the shirt off her back when I didn't feel so great.
She is the embodiment of the uncontrollable nature of a devastating storm, but when she is with me she, I am the one that nurtures the relaxation and all of her calm.
Without ever saying a word she knows every detail about me. She takes every opportunity to reveal her past because she knows that she can't scare me.
She's not interested in the material things but I'm going to make sure that my love is so strong that she can feel it. My feelings for her are so intense that I want to scream from the mountain tops and declare it.
The only time she has made me sad is anytime after she leaves my presence and even then she stays with me even if it's only her essence. She makes me want to break all my own rules but when she's near it feels like I don't have to because she's my unconscious reassurance
I thought I was good but she makes me so much better and for that I am forever grateful. Our destinies are aligned now and all of our days are fateful. I'll show her my handsome if she shows me her beautiful. Give me your loyalty and I'll give you my dutiful.
I know this for sure, I am so ready to take this walk in the land of your dreams. With your hand in mine I'm sure we'll find out that everything is much better than it seems.
It's too early to say those three pretty words but I just can't deny how I feel. In this world of make believe with just her touch I have finally found something real. I can see all of my dreams come true when I look into her eyes. The most beautiful pair I have ever witnessed, I've come to realize.
I'm so sorry that it took me this long to find you again in this life. I wish I could have been there before all your struggles and strife. And even after everything and swearing I would never do it again, I wouldn't hesitate at the opportunity to make you my wife.
With each and every encounter that we have, I crave her gaze, to make her smile and laugh. She's got gifts, she's highly intelligent and a mind so sharp and fast that with just one word she can cut you in half.
She's not a fan of horror movies, she's experienced enough of that in her past. She keeps me calm, slows me down and reminds me that we're not in a race. No need to pick up the pace she'll say as she stares at my face, baby we don't have to go anywhere fast.
She gets me. She's got me. She can take any part of me. I'll give her everything I have, yet she asks for nothing from me. I want to be more than a good memory for my lady, she's done the unthinkable and made me want to make a baby.
I will wage wars for you. I will spill blood for you. I will kill for you. I'll face hurricanes for you. I'll weather the storms with you. I'll jump into battles with you. I'll take charges with you. I'll make memories with you. I won't try to control you. I won't forget about you. I won't be a fool for you...
And I absolutely,
will never,
lose myself over you.....